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What do you offer ?

What do you offer

Custom, ordinary and reliable, one’s life that exceeds in basics, regular plans, informal gestures and somehow incapacity of getting over emotional impacts caused by a lack of stability and spiritual approach. On the other hand I see, a person capable of getting over strong emotions, well-established in his position with a personal know-how that fits his profile and makes him aware of every single action (a good tip for what can be measured in order to get through). I came to see that every position in which we choose to stay in every single moment of life, everything that we construct and defines ourselves in relation with others or in relation with us, is a chosen function which must accomplish everything that goes through our mind and soul. I’m not talking about two types of people here (the interested and the non-interested ones, the good or the bad people, etc.), I’m facing two positions or, better, states which can and must define our way of living: the doubtful and the undoubtedly ones, people that make conscience of their lives and know what to do with it  and the others, that don’t actually see anything in this respect. I’m more than sure that along with experience, the power of  real example is a proven fact. To start with what I understand from these functions and their representations, I want to give some relevant examples like: the function of being in a relation with other people (friendship relations, love relations, interests or factual relation as I like to call them), the function of being somehow or somewhere in life for the need of the society and specifically for the need of your self being. In order to be yourself I came to see that you must learn how to develop functions and be useful through some qualities, abilities. If you want to respect the laws that you deliberately understood and took for granted you must, in the first place, respect yourself and give credit for every single ability that you have, as a proven fact that you make conscience of everything that is around you.

Personally, I agree that one of the first things you need to do in life, in order to accomplish your goals, is the full process of making conscience, a process which is developing more and more throughout the stormy and heavy winter of life. I also see this process as a continuous balance between what you consider bad and good, between your profile and others’. In this way, if you need a sign, something that must push you in order to complete your actions, learn how to read between lines, learn how to interpret things by reading from others’ experiences. So, good to go and fit for ‘sights and heights’ I am starting to ask myself and you: what do you offer ? , as a function, as a role, or everything that can make you and me feel comfortable together, in the same place or even in the same position.

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Feel free to express yourself

the road to freedom

I am keen on things that make you feel useful and develop your potential towards a social attitude, but I also consider that everything must be done with a liberty of  thought and perspective. I get to see that many of my actions need a probation for thought of liberty and perspective, I need to feel encouraged by the fact that everything I do it’s with the sense of not disturbing others’ lives and staying as reserved as I can regarding some parts of life, for everybody’s sake. It’s necessary to respect yourself in order to respect others, and therefore others’ respect will be equally transmitted to you, but I get to understand the fact that liberty and expressing yourself needs to be very self-encouraging and full of thought in order to make all that. What does independence mean ? How do you cope with it when the society gets all of your best in every way possible ? It’s something hard to even make conscience of, it’s like a paradox inside that makes you feel you want to be alone but also need the help, respect and consideration of others. You can’t let this feeling fight for nothing, it’s like getting to know what you actually want to do with your life, therefore it’s important to make conscience of every part of your independence and liberty in order to harmonize your actions with your thoughts. A great inspiration comes from a big dream, and a big dream is the source of many important thoughts which materialize sooner or later in life with ambition and perseverance. I felt free and very good with my self being in order to go on with everything which happened to me day by day. I learned how to interpret actions which some time ago didn’t mean almost nothing to me, I realized how much of my freedom and liberty of thought was affected by the lack of know-how and attitude towards it. If you have something to say just go away and say it, but be wise and let your message go with a self analyze and thought. It doesn’t matter what immediate consequence may have, it’s just your position in a moment and shows how much of your intellect  is put in your liberty and freedom. Don’t get anything that is useless in terms of information from the exterior, it is very important to maintain a line in everything you do, and therefore you must feel free to say ‘no’ every time’s the need.

these songs of freedom

It’s a personal opinion on something which I think it applies for each and every one of us. It may also be the reason why I started this blog, in order to make myself heard and speak as wise as I can, but with a personal touch about things that make our life, about things you pass through day by day and we all actually know about.  It’s with a sincere message that I write this post, without causing confusion or getting myself into something which does not suit me. I like to think that liberty is the most important social aspect that we must make conscience of.

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Changing seasons inside ego

Changing seasons inside ego

How to start with such a delicate subject ?… Something which cannot be considered a feeling, neither a status, but rather indescribable as it first comes in. Have you ever felt truly secure in a position, in a certain moment, a difficult one from your life ? Have you ever faced two sides of yourself fighting to gain your true person ? I have wondered what type of influence must a long-term feeling have on you, what consequences make you rely on a bad side of yourself and actually forget about what you truly represent. Things seem to get more complicated then I thought, it’s a combination of states that create something like an environment specific to a proper period of life. I call this changing state environments the ‘changing seasons’. It seems that, for instance, you can be a very calm and relaxed person, but what truly describes you best is a collection of ups and downs, the distances between them being crucial for such a season climate. I have to say that every one of us gets through this at least in one important period of life and the marks left by these sort of season changes can be long-lasting and painful. Imagine strong emotions that take your person in a storm of ideas, in a moment you are weak or undecided; connect precious moments in life with the ones that made you feel bad and ashamed with yourself but made you understand life better and learn something. I think that impacts of strong emotions, no matter if they are positive or negative, could make one go from a state to another without immediate explanation. They could actually even change you by sudden and leave you in a moment when you don’t know how to react with yourself. I don’t want to look like I’m posting value statements here, it’s just very important for me to communicate what i observe from personal experience and see that it copes with others’. I’m trying to be useful through my messages and not explain to much whether I’m part of it or not. It’s interesting to observe how things tend to be generalized and somehow form a rule, a universal state. There are various ways of interpreting the sides of one’s personality, but I personally agree that very much of it depends on how emotions make their impact on us and how we manage to handle them; there are all sorts of  knowledge implied.

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Re-Activation

I’m back again with a complete new vision of ‘sights and heights’, and starting to rethink some of the previous concepts I used to talk about in my search through life and culture. It’s the beginning of the year, and I’m starting to get connected to every single part of the system that I created through time. I’m putting  myself again in front of ME Version 1.2 and making an inventory to see what I’ve got in my luggage for a long and exhausting journey to come. I’m checking old items, rearranging some stuff, throwing away unuseful things and organizing my entire library. It’s the complete and new version of my achievement package, filled with things, which (I think) will help me in my short-term and long-term decisions and plans. I’m changing, and with me, the substance in everything around: the streets, the old and new concept, the stylish and rubbish idea of modernity, the responsibility plan and the items which I focused on by now, all-together seem to fit perfectly in that new bag I’m carrying with me everywhere I go. It’s uneasy to shape a form of the future, even when you have a lot of information to work with, and start thinking when it’s the proper time to actually push that START button for things to really get started. It’s a wide side here, I’m talking about alternative, the beautiful word that comes in like a savior when you aren’t even prepared for it, but helps you in a very good way. I’m actually keen on alternative, I see more than just a side which can and must be taken in consideration before or after a decision; I also like possibility and have a lot of trust when it comes to organizing and stabilizing yourself into a position. I’m more or less thinking and suggesting to push the START button with everything that’s being arranged and exists there from the beginning. I suggest neutrality and striking positions for the events to come. I wish you and me, Good Luck !

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Final Review

It’s been a tough year. I came to see that progress was very hard to identify even in the fields where I considered it to be immediate and easy. We’re definitely facing a crisis, from all points of view, but not only an economical or political one, over years it became an identity crisis, a symptom which affected us in the deepest roots, pathologically and clinically overwhelming, and has released all it’s branches devouring us. I like to think that this year everything which passed through me (barriers, attempts) had a purpose and was defining for my identity, for my personality. I became richer and more powerful than I’ve ever been, because I’ve selected what is important and learned how to listen, applying knowledge that is good for me. Nevertheless, life shown its real face and made me understand what is really important in life, how to evaluate situations and how to maintain my position in every single moment of it. I adjusted old knowledge and coped with the idea that things are the way they are, and they will not change until my time is gone. Spiritually, I considered this year, a year of destiny and faith; the keys which make you see yourself internally and make you understand that you have to stop wanting to change before you can actually change something. The clock is ticking and the roads get clearer and clearer; it’s up to you to decide what you want to do with the clock and the roads that appear in your life, and my suggestion is attention for every detail. I chose a balance in which I put same sized weights and analyzed in which part of it should I place an extra weight (how would it affect my system and what repercussions it may have). I decided to place other same sized weights (specially chosen at medium to small dimensions) for keeping a good balance and considering every aspect in life. And I propose myself to walk this way throughout the next year.  Happy New Year 2010 !

A present for Christmas !

Houses covered in snow and Christmas trees all over the place ! It’s a wonderful atmosphere, something that you can’t describe because it touches your soul in the most beautiful and warm way possible.  Santa is a few miles away from your house and let’s you see him coming with presents for the hall family, dressed in his traditional suit, never too old for the millions of people eager to get their hands on him and search for their long-awaited gifts in his bags. He appears in front of the house lightened and powered like never before.

Smiling, he enters the main room and leaves his bag on the table. He looks at people with love and can hardly wait to give them what they deserve, their presents, their gifts. With a magic hand he takes out of his bag three gifts that he gives for all the people all over the World : chance, hope and happiness; after this he leaves the house carefully and prays to God for every house that he visits, hoping himself that the next year his gifts will be greater !

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Season’s talk – “Awaiting Christmas”

I can hardly describe my feelings and show my whole good will to such a great ceremony; something’s appearing in front of my eyes and like a curtain keeps me away from the public for a few moments, a second in which I dare to share my eager and intensive thoughts about celebration and ceremony, and of course Christmas. We know how much Christmas means for us, all over the World, we give and receive, we forget and forgive, we put apart and collect what a celebration is meant to give in a historical and crucial day for Christianity, the birth of Jesus Christ. There are lots of references all over the world for what Christmas is meant to be (by customs, traditions, local beliefs) and all in all  it’s supposed to represent peace and unity in a sacred shape. By it’s universal meaning, Christmas gives for all of us a feeling which can hardly be equated with everything else; a ceremony and celebration which has deeply rooted in our hearts that it comes natural and heaven-born. Due to it’s sacred character we make a memorable time from the time we spend with our family and friends, knowing that it should repeat from year to year we preserve this feeling and continue to think of it like a genuine gift, a symbol, a motive for everything in which we spiritually involve. It means happiness and joy but it also reminds us of the unfortunate people around (who haven’t got basic needs and cannot take part at the give and take spiritual ceremony because they haven’t got what to give). It’s the time which reminds us of the world’s contrasts (the rich and selfish noble man who has all that he ever wanted but doesn’t give anything to the poor and the homeless people who can’t even dare to dream at the noble’s wealthiness), it’s the time when thoughtful stories get alive with the intention of teaching us the most beautiful feeling on earth: forgiveness. (the story to be continued…)

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Description of nothingness

You can stay for a minute and think of yesterday, today or tommorow, with the same vision for all three; you can put yourself in various positions and try to interpret meanings of your actions and connect them with others’, but there’s nothing like the freedom of thought and perspective from the point where you are right now. “Carpe Diem ! ” said Latin, well I say “Live the best with what you have !” and construct from nothing big and important things for your life, like an old religious parable said. I get to see more often that nothingness is a very underestimated term which must definitely mean emptiness and lack of perspective. It’s form makes us believe that there’s nothing behind this word, but the perspective of this lack of perspective it’s actually the key. Where do we start from, what does ‘nothing’ mean, and how does it cope with construction ? I don’t see anything palpable at the beginning of our lives but the position of chosing to live or to die as a condition for the upcoming fruitful life in which we permanently construct. I see nothing as being nothing only inside the box in which there isn’t any choice, it’s like an existential vacuum. The most important part of the state of being ‘nothing’ is the sense from which you can actually develop something, sustainable and durable. Empty mind, empty souls and emptiness is the order of the day; we somehow risk of falling inside the box of the existential vacuum by invoking emptiness and therefore nothingness as a harder substitute. Getting over something hard in life it’s not getting over a big breakdown, a big empty space, it’s facing a storm of ideas, a chaos in which you must make order, put each peace back into the hall puzzle in order to see the full image and make the system work. It’s probably just a state, an ugly and unlikable state which actually doesn’t cope with reality; there’s always a solution for each problem and perhaps nothingness has the role of permanently reminding  you that you’re facing an impression.

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The chosen state

Decisions taken by ordinary people influence facts from life (from the ordinary and simple to the most important and complex) and are regulary based on assumptions, personal beliefs, ideologies and social constrictions charged with different amounts of information. I gathered all sorts of information for my chosen actions which influence my life, because I needed to experience something in order to come up with a better solution, but also because I had the natural tendance of grabbing as much as I can for my own sake. My family gave me opportunities, lots of space from which I can get everything I need in order to serve my goals (and that started from an early age with basic education and manners). I saw many beautiful things in my life even from the childhood and continued to be enthusiastic with every occasion that appears (meeting persons, seeing beautiful places and getting inspiration from everything that comes natural). I had this platform from which I could get important elements for growing up and facing my potential through a social contribution. I could get all that i needed and wanted because I chose something, I chose a state in order to represent me and make my relation with other people. That’s probably a rule, we make decisions starting from ourselves and influence with our actions the exterior world;  I see more and more that it applies everywhere I go, it becomes universal. I started to observe this thing a long time ago, but in time, I saw things getting more complex and somehow unable to avoid, solidifying into something tough.  Convertible functions and rules construct my world of opinions and ideas; I get to know lots of people and communicate through signal expressions everything that could make me and the society ex-communicative and establish a barrier between our actions and our states. Therefore, I chose not to live inside my entity, but to mentain a personal state, a personal belief that could represent me in order to realize the communication with the exterior world.

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About the writer (A writing assessment !)

Fairness, balance, inspiration, creation and other properties governed by a single touch of the soul… A complete dictionary of terms which gather the most important feelings of the writer and make him unaware of what he’s supposed to give through his message. Certainty and uncertainty in the same time give the impression of an unstable condition of the human being: the doubtful and intrigued man who’s life is formed of everything that could be asked and put under the flexibility of the mind. It’s a natural tendency of asking permanently some questions and searching for a natural habitat which needs to be transformed with his instruments in order to represent his main land. It gains stability only if progress is registered and continues to develop with the same doubtful attitude as before, unable to avoid the risky questions which are bombing his mind. It’s the reality which gains different shapes and it’s seen in different forms; it’s the writer who’s vision of life transforms everything stable into something unstable under his scientific research on a stable platform.

We don’t know what to believe or how to interpret his actions, stable or unstable; what seems to characterize him best and where does he seem to fit properly ?  Transparently we receive lots of information on something we never dared to doubt and conditioned by his literacy we construct images which are worth saving for culture’s sake. He’s conscious of his potential and subscribes to different courses of life with the hope of finally receiving something unconditioned, direct and straight to the point. It’s the heart of his work of art, revealing an idea which can construct a natural form, a new way of progressing from an alternative source of information; in other words it’s a restart of something which did not work properly from the beginning and was restarted several times through time and history. It’s all about giving and receiving, this is the way he survives in the society, like all of us, through something which seems to serve him best when people ask him certainties or demand a role. Engaging in this way of perception he continues his research on everything and nothing, on a sustainable and unsustainable platform with a collective thinking and intuition in a collective role, ruled by the collective demands of the world.

This assessment – a vision of a person who pretends he writes not for the sake of writing, neither for social contribution, but for developing a possible potential.

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